Stranger than fiction indeed
May vague clear uncertain but need
it felt so good it got me blind
it was so wrong but felt so right
scared but..she got me high
scared but..what we felt should we deny??
took us years for this to happen
never picture so sudden yet so urgent
but in reality couldn't handle it
true cosmic, maybe karmic, tragic
scared but she got high
scared but what we felt should we deny???
im in too deep now..don't turn your back
but in reality..couldn' t handle it
true cosmic..maybe karmic..tragic!
sasasadam hussein
been working for three weeks. and what a hell it has been. though nasasanay na akong tumayo sa bus or maghintay ng kalahating oras para sa "ayala ibabaw" na yan.. im still exhausted everytime papasok ako. tapos pagpasok na pagpasok mo sa office tae ang lamig lamig..take note im wearing two jackets men..tangina! so, gising ka magdamag then you have to go home in the morning ganun nanaman tayo na naman sa bus plus welcome pollution. and the result of all these shits i am sick for a week now. and when you're sick you really feel you're at your lowest point. despite of my condition i have no choice but to go to the office because i cannot be absent and im proud of me for carrying myself well for two days eventhough i really really would like to go home and take a rest. but i gave up on the third day, i was having fever and i was vomiting. i asked our trainor if i could go home and bless her kindness i was sent home. mark picked me up. (thanks mark).. and alast! im finally home.
im still weak the next day so i still didn't go to work. i am thinking of resigning and find a job near our place maybe in alabang..or i can now review for the december board exam. arrrgh arrrgh i still don't know. what cracks me up the most is the thought that i am not that strong. i mean i always thought i can take care of myself and here i am still feeling weak. tangina! everything is painful. my head is painful..my stomach is aching..my legs are screaming..even my heart is in pain. i just wanted to have a job..save money for my review.. and for my addictions so i won't ask my parents anymore..but here's what i got.
and last year i promised myself i will go to fete dela musique this year and because im not feeling good i missed fete again. i kept missing it for the past four years. and i really wanted to go :-(
damn im sleepy!
im still weak the next day so i still didn't go to work. i am thinking of resigning and find a job near our place maybe in alabang..or i can now review for the december board exam. arrrgh arrrgh i still don't know. what cracks me up the most is the thought that i am not that strong. i mean i always thought i can take care of myself and here i am still feeling weak. tangina! everything is painful. my head is painful..my stomach is aching..my legs are screaming..even my heart is in pain. i just wanted to have a job..save money for my review.. and for my addictions so i won't ask my parents anymore..but here's what i got.
and last year i promised myself i will go to fete dela musique this year and because im not feeling good i missed fete again. i kept missing it for the past four years. and i really wanted to go :-(
damn im sleepy!
sasasadam hussein
first job..
leche! we are required to wear our business attire everyday. hell! i hate it! my feet have already been aching since the first day due to that fucking closed shoes with high heels. arrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!
oh yes, our office is located at the fort. and oh yes im living here in las pinas and oh yes i know it's a little bit far. since im a certified commuter, i have to take all the pollution on my way. one long jeepney ride from our place to baclaran..one bus to ayala (ibabaw)..then one bus to pldt office (tangnang yan!). darn..im always late. and during bangenge days, i sleep on the bus and when i open my eyes its already market market. so i have to do the 15-minute walk under the very hot sun all the way to the office. and oh yes im always exhausted.
perspirating.
then ill enter the world i cannot comprehend because of the "english only" policy. damn! so i remained silent because i can't fluently speak the language and there are lot of times that i just wanted to raise my middle finger to all of them. i have my pack lunch because i cannot afford to buy those freaking foods (tae naman kase walang murang karenderya).
going home is the most crucial part.
we have to wait for the shuttle bus.
i have to stand while riding the bus.
my legs are painful.
then i have to fit myself in those stupid jeepneys.
tanginangyan!
so when i get home..i don't have time to check my mails or to do other stuffs.
SLEEP is my policy!
so i pretended to live on those nine long hours. and i guess i have to keep on pretending everyday. darn! but orayt i made friends with those four wonderful people and i guess im fine with that.
sasasadam hussein
ANG AKING BUHAY PAGKATAPOS NG GRADWEYSYON..
pagkatapos ng sandamakmak na swimming at bakasyon..orayt magtatrabaho na ako sa lunes..
first day..
first job..
arrrgh!
sasasadam hussein
Stranger than fiction indeed
May vague clear uncertain but need
it felt so good it got me blind
it was so wrong but felt so right
scared but..she got me high
scared but..what we felt should we deny??
took us years for this to happen
never picture so sudden yet so urgent
but in reality couldn't handle it
true cosmic, maybe karmic, tragic
scared but she got high
scared but what we felt should we deny???
im in too deep now..don't turn your back
but in reality..couldn' t handle it
true cosmic..maybe karmic..tragic!
may taong may dala-dalang martilyong ipupukpok nya sa sariling ulo mamaya
been working for three weeks. and what a hell it has been. though nasasanay na akong tumayo sa bus or maghintay ng kalahating oras para sa "ayala ibabaw" na yan.. im still exhausted everytime papasok ako. tapos pagpasok na pagpasok mo sa office tae ang lamig lamig..take note im wearing two jackets men..tangina! so, gising ka magdamag then you have to go home in the morning ganun nanaman tayo na naman sa bus plus welcome pollution. and the result of all these shits i am sick for a week now. and when you're sick you really feel you're at your lowest point. despite of my condition i have no choice but to go to the office because i cannot be absent and im proud of me for carrying myself well for two days eventhough i really really would like to go home and take a rest. but i gave up on the third day, i was having fever and i was vomiting. i asked our trainor if i could go home and bless her kindness i was sent home. mark picked me up. (thanks mark).. and alast! im finally home.
im still weak the next day so i still didn't go to work. i am thinking of resigning and find a job near our place maybe in alabang..or i can now review for the december board exam. arrrgh arrrgh i still don't know. what cracks me up the most is the thought that i am not that strong. i mean i always thought i can take care of myself and here i am still feeling weak. tangina! everything is painful. my head is painful..my stomach is aching..my legs are screaming..even my heart is in pain. i just wanted to have a job..save money for my review.. and for my addictions so i won't ask my parents anymore..but here's what i got.
and last year i promised myself i will go to fete dela musique this year and because im not feeling good i missed fete again. i kept missing it for the past four years. and i really wanted to go :-(
damn im sleepy!
im still weak the next day so i still didn't go to work. i am thinking of resigning and find a job near our place maybe in alabang..or i can now review for the december board exam. arrrgh arrrgh i still don't know. what cracks me up the most is the thought that i am not that strong. i mean i always thought i can take care of myself and here i am still feeling weak. tangina! everything is painful. my head is painful..my stomach is aching..my legs are screaming..even my heart is in pain. i just wanted to have a job..save money for my review.. and for my addictions so i won't ask my parents anymore..but here's what i got.
and last year i promised myself i will go to fete dela musique this year and because im not feeling good i missed fete again. i kept missing it for the past four years. and i really wanted to go :-(
damn im sleepy!
may taong may dala-dalang martilyong ipupukpok nya sa sariling ulo mamaya
first job..
leche! we are required to wear our business attire everyday. hell! i hate it! my feet have already been aching since the first day due to that fucking closed shoes with high heels. arrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!
oh yes, our office is located at the fort. and oh yes im living here in las pinas and oh yes i know it's a little bit far. since im a certified commuter, i have to take all the pollution on my way. one long jeepney ride from our place to baclaran..one bus to ayala (ibabaw)..then one bus to pldt office (tangnang yan!). darn..im always late. and during bangenge days, i sleep on the bus and when i open my eyes its already market market. so i have to do the 15-minute walk under the very hot sun all the way to the office. and oh yes im always exhausted.
perspirating.
then ill enter the world i cannot comprehend because of the "english only" policy. damn! so i remained silent because i can't fluently speak the language and there are lot of times that i just wanted to raise my middle finger to all of them. i have my pack lunch because i cannot afford to buy those freaking foods (tae naman kase walang murang karenderya).
going home is the most crucial part.
we have to wait for the shuttle bus.
i have to stand while riding the bus.
my legs are painful.
then i have to fit myself in those stupid jeepneys.
tanginangyan!
so when i get home..i don't have time to check my mails or to do other stuffs.
SLEEP is my policy!
so i pretended to live on those nine long hours. and i guess i have to keep on pretending everyday. darn! but orayt i made friends with those four wonderful people and i guess im fine with that.
may taong may dala-dalang martilyong ipupukpok nya sa sariling ulo mamaya
ANG AKING BUHAY PAGKATAPOS NG GRADWEYSYON..
pagkatapos ng sandamakmak na swimming at bakasyon..orayt magtatrabaho na ako sa lunes..
first day..
first job..
arrrgh!
may taong may dala-dalang martilyong ipupukpok nya sa sariling ulo mamaya
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